At the age of 27, I am 3 yrs away from 30. After playing the role of somehow a baby-sitter today, I seriously can't seem myself being a mom at this age or any time soon. But before I can be a mom, I need to have that someone with me. But I al saying these not because I am eager to get married and start a family, not because I think all these must be done by 30.

That night I shared with qi about a funny conversation I had with mun. I felt it was funny, and perhaps to qi, it was pleasantly surprising that me and him, could chat like that. He asked me if he were to ask me out for dinner, would I agree? My reply was, "why wouldn't I?". I answered that over msn. But qi asked me if I would be really be ok to have dinner with him. I  thought it would be a 100% certain yes. But deep down I hesititated. I do think I would be fine but not sure if things would turn out fine as I think it would be when it does happen. But I am definitely not afraid to meet up with him.

Back to the topic of having someone before becoming a mom. I think I have a lot of love to give right now, but just no one to. I am pretty sure, this person will not be him again. My heart is divided into portions where I have love for my family, my friends, you girls and one fraction is reserved but at this point this portion is a void. Then I asked myself, am I one who likes to take care of this person, or I am someone who likes to be taken care of more? I think now, I yearn to take care of this someone special. Somehow it just seems tough to meet someone who fits the bill, or even to meet someone who attracts me, more importantly from within. Someone made the comment that maybe I had certain expectations, he also commented that couldn't be if I did appear to him as someone who has many opportunities of meeting new people. Am I? I don't think so, I think I am just letting things be, not making extra effort to know new people. And I don't think I am holding too high expectations. I thought what I am looking are simple. I just happen to be in the mood to type these out, not because I am emo right now. I should be asleep as it's already 2am and I have to be up at 630am but oh well.

:)

*All the single ladies...all the single ladies* *sings*

At Gyeongbokgung Palace. Do not be mis-guided by QQ the Taiwanese Tour Guide.

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